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Get better! Mr. lonely!

hello myself

I feel so lonely lately, I can be a socialite if I want to, but I think that is not a genuine side of me.

I am so confused right now with my social ability. how do I overcome my issue?

I am of very low self esteem now! feel isolated! dont wanna talk to people!

Hope to get better!.love,,,,just dont know when!

Keeping up promises!

First of all, I have to say congratulations to myself on my new job, Now I am officially employed as Merchandise Planner for the group, It is going to take some time for me to learn all the aspects of the business, its gonna be fulfilled with excitement. I am glad that this is part of my 5-year plan, from Year 2009-2013. 

I will still have to formalize my plan in detail soon.

Leo, go go go, You will make it right!

Today I did a few store visits with Henry, on the way he asked me to promise him something all of a sudden.

I was unsure about it, but he insist me to say Yes. So I said yes with lot of uncertainties.

then he said: Leo, Promise me that Do Not Change Your Personality!

I was actually quite shocked at what he said to me, I have never been asked like this.

Yes, I said yes, I think i will definitely stay who I am and not changing my personality.

It is a simple promise, but could also be extremely hard in this society.

Thank you, Henry, I will keep my promise to you as well as to myself!

Its late, Good night! 

After my Psychometric Assessment

Hey myself and all,

Haven't been saying hallo to vox for a while, I would like just to summarize my life a bit here, yes, my life has changed quite a bit in the short while.

First of all, I had my unexpected intern experience started off at Foschini, which is one of biggest retail group nationwide, Initially I was allocated to attach to the planning department as per my educational background etc, but I think I can do better in a buyer's position, as I see a creative side of me more. how has it been going? I think Its going well slowly, so far I did two presentations which were all quite impressive, upon until now people who I work with are still talking about their good impression and influence I made, hopefully these can be taken account into my employment. People I am working with are generally nice & helpful, not all, as this is in the fashion industry,,lol!

Today I did my psychometric test, which made me quite excited. the difficulty of getting this test for me as a foreign employee is very high, the MD, Director, My manager have all contributed their effort to be able for me to follow up my job application, now I am just expecting good results for them to follow up on my case. the test itself is consisting of maths, shapes, vocabulary and personality test, everyone says this is a great test to find out more about oneself, so Good luck! lets see how it goes.

Besides above, I have eventually resigned the marketing job at AAA,as I actually don't see my passion and hope in the tourism industry, I sent my resigning letter to Jaap, and got feedback from him yesterday. he said "It is a pity that you don't feel that tourism gives you enough passion or excitement, but better to find out now than in a couple of years time, and good luck to new challenges" I was actually so touched when I saw his words, what a sensible boss. I  actually have a lot of appreciations to him, as he has supported and trusted me for the past 2 years, and I had great experience there as well. herewith a picture of the AAA in memory of the team I worked with.

AAA Team

Lastly, there are still lots of unknowns for the remaining year 2008, this is an amazing year for me, up and down lots of political dramas and also new things, excitements. I become more mature indeed, hereby I hope for the best for the rest of this year!

P.s Beijing Olympic 2008 is absolutely exciting, Proud to be chinese national indeed.

End of May Update~~~ Pray for more survivors

Cant believe that I have been resting myself since the end of April and left alone my Vox babe space..

In fact, something awfully unexpected has happened to me, which is the reason I kept myself away from computers, friends etc, however, I have learnt&benefited from it and it took me a step higher to ideal maturity.. there are phases like this to go through in life, arent they?

I've questioned myself many times recently, who am i? why on early I am myself? how can I be myself better?  I think by the time these anwswers are clear in my concious mind, I would be more matured as people surround expected.

No Shortcuts, ever!

 

5/12, as all known, a severe earthquack has hit Sichuan China, Apparently the dealth toll figure has reached 55740 by this pointing time(16:36,23/05/08)..and unfortunately its still surging...  

Nature, what were you trying to do?  Is it necessary find such a balance by sacrificing so much ?

It was appalling when I heard the news and mind-blowing seeing real pictures/videos of my affected fellow citizens online.

Important friends & reletives of mine are kinda effected by it, I feel helpless..

Huge Appreciation,Kerry, for having donated money for me online.

All I wanna say here is that I will hope for the best and more survivors.

 

 

Time Saving Untill Eternity For You!

      If I could save time in a bottle
      the first thing that i 'd like to do
      is to save every day until eternity passes away
      just to spend them with you
      if I could make days last forever
      if words could make wishes come true
      I'd save every day like a treasure and then
      again I would spend them with you.

Beauty of Friendship

Friendship is a Priceless Gift that cannot be bought or sold,
But its value is far greater than a mountain made of Gold.
For gold is cold and lifeless, it can neither see nor hear
And in the time of trouble it is powerless to cheer--
It has no ears to listen nor heart to understand,
It cannot bring you comfort or reach out a helping hand
So when you ask God for a gift
Be thankful if HE sends not diamonds, pearls or riches
But The Love of Real True Friends.

Thank you, all my treasured friends,  for everything and the time being.

Gosh-awful Paper!

Late March is again the assessment period between terms for university students.

I just came back from the Business Management Exam, which depressed me a lot.

The contents coverage of this paper was expected, but the work was absolutely overloading for the duration of 2 hours.

There were only essay questions in the paper, 2 sections, 100 marks allocated absolutely unevenly throughout the paper. 

It took me 70 minutes to finish the first section weighing 40 marks.

thereafter around 60 mark questions were to be finished in 50 minutes.

Is that possible to finish the rest in last 50 minutes?

the moment when the examiner lady said: time is up, i really felt like crying!

Gosh,,,what an awful paper! there were still about 20 mark questions not answered.

Im now feeling very sad and depressed about it.

Even Dale and Merkanszie have not finished the freaking paper.

How could the exam generator approve Mr. Venter's long paper? 

Anyway, there is nothing I can change now but writing here and complaining *&%$&*(#

By the way, Merkanszie had an accident last sunday, his backside was knocked by the car, wasnt serious, just there is big area of blood mark at his lower back. he didn't wanna complain or sue for anything as he claimed it was his fault.

what a soft-hearted guy, Good luck and hope a sooner recovery to him.

No importa la distancia!

Easter Happiness!

A wonderful easter is over, i had fulfilled excitements

emotionally i feel so close to the ones I like I love and I respect.

and i really feel that distance doesnt matter.

no matter how far away we are from one another, we can still be so close in heart.

we are just one phone call away from each other! 

Not far, not far!

Here is a wish that Bunny lives a very happy life!

I like easter, I love bunny!

Awesome Beach Walk!

Hallo folks, how are you guys keeping?

I walked with 3 good friends on the beach at Big bay yesterday (Sunday).absolutely awesome! blue sky, turquoise sea, smooth sand on the beach with dogs running around and seagulls flying and singing.  What a paradise, great nature! everything was just beyond perfection.Havent really enjoyed beachwalk like yesterday for too long, there is a hpe that I may go there again with the loved KY and have some quality time there more often in the soonest future.

BigBay Beach Walk

Thank you Leven and Bobo for the lovely evening outing at tygervalley waterfront as well!

Life is too short to not to enjoy the scenic natural beauty, do you agree?

Mussels and abalones there are big by the way,,LOL! 

Fascinating Time Management Lecture

Today I had one of the most fascinating and memorizing lectures in my university.

we were supposed to have the experimental learning class, but instead this slim woman in her 30th with a big denim jacket walked into my classroom when i was chatting on my computer. i wasnt prepared to have 100% concentration on her lecture, as i thought it would be as boring as old-school as most of other lectures.

From the moment she started talking, the rhythm of her speech just went on and on, faster and faster. it was really shocking that she knows so much, everything just came from her head like waves, one wave is bigger than another!Her lecture was absolutely great, i felt that she is the one who helped me know myself better and made myself know what i want to get more clearly.

her lecture covers only the fundamental study of the time management, which introduced us how to management time better and smarter, as well as many life philosophies.After the lecture, she answered my questions regarding how i can be myself better, as well become more motivated and long term goal driven. which was concise but useful!

The following topics were discussed in her class：

-PARETO PRINCIPLE to achieve 80% of your life goal by concentrating on top 20% of things to do!

-To live, to love, to learn & leave a legacy！

-Chronos time and Koiros time application to improve the quality of time.

-Question yourself everytime when you want to do something: Does this take me closer to my goal?

-Book recommended: "First Things First‘ and "The Seven Habits of Highly Effective People" by Stephen R. Covey

I wish i could share more about this lecture with you guys, as i recommended strongly 100 percent!!!

I had some interaction with her after class to feedback something, and found she is really kind and friendly,,, i have asked her contact info, think will contact her for coffee sometime.

Lastly, Thank you so much, Xandre!